10.25 - Too Many Cravings

Cravings kept popping into my head all week and I couldn't stop myself. So now I feel absolutely disgusted with myself. I really have no willpower. If a food thought pops into my head, I want it. And if someone mentions a certain food, I want that too. And it's not even the food that's a problem. It's the overeating-- like at lunch today. *labored breathing* It's a sickness, I tell you, and now my shirt buttons are ready to pop. *sigh*

THURSDAY, October 25th

Breakfast
+ a scoop of scrambled eggs with a dash of seasoned salt

+ an invidividual pack of Quaker Oats cinnamon roll-flavored oatmeal

Mid-morning Snack

+ 2 squares of Hershey's Extra Dark chocolate with cranberries, blueberries, and almonds

Lunch

+ ground beef burrito suizo (meaning that it's topped with a layer of melted cheeeeese-- and, FYI, this was disgustlingly huge yet I finished it all happily)

+ 8 oz. Diet Coke

Mid-afternoon Snack

+ oreo yogurt smoothie (with two mini Oreo cookies and two mini Salerno butter cookies)

Dinner

+ a small bowl of chicken soup (with chicken pieces and pieces of a random vegetable I can't remember the name of)
+ 4 apples slices (two of which were dipped in caramel)

FATTIE RATING: 4.25

P.S. So, I have a new goal. One fattie meal a day. I weighed myself tonight and I gained 4 pounds in the last week and a half. That can't be a good thing. So yeah. One fattie meal a day. That's my limit. And I'm going to start going back to the gym again (after my nearly four-month hiatus). :\